“You guys are really obsessed with these Pokémon fusions.”
She loves me!!
Wow I must really hate myself
I need a hobby I cant keep doing this
I MAKE MYSELF SO ANGRY WHY i hate myself
“women are weaklings!”
i’m strong enough to carry
your corpse to the woods
this haiku is my favorite haiku
So I was going to take a qt picture with Duchess but she’s attacking my hair and I’m scared to move this was a bad idea send help
WILL YOU STILL LOVE ME WHEN IM NO LONGER YOUNG AND SHOTA
I had another scary dream again. I have extreme mottephobia and lepidopterophobia (which means I am scared of butterflies and moths). My dream was that I was walking outside and a butterfly was flying behind me. I could see it’s shadow. I started running and it was following me. In real life, they don’t deliberately follow me or anything, but this dream one was. It knew I was scared of it. It caught up and tangled itself in my hair.
Then I woke up.
This all may sound silly and like a non-issue, but it really scared the shit out of me. I woke up gasping for air. I was freaked.
So like ugh this is why I don’t want to be nice to him because this is how it goes
I’m nice to him. I make small talk. I joke. I laugh.
He replies. He talks. He makes me laugh. He says strange things. He smiles.
I figure, hey, he’s being nice. He’s doing this, doing that, maybe he’s into me.
Then I remember that I don’t fucking want to go down this road again. I don’t want him to be nice to me or flirt. I want to play it cool. But I can’t.
I need to be hateful so he won’t talk to me and make me laugh and make me believe what I want to believe. I need to face the facts (he’s moved on and I missed my chance because I’m an idiot) and I can’t do that if he’s nice to me.